However, for the last 100 years, the notion of our evolution from the apes in the model that Darwin published in his theory of evolution through natural selection 150 years ago, has been challenged.
This challenge has been on the basis of the inability to find anything that resembles the species known as the LCS (last common species), or sometimes arguably called the “missing link”. None-the-less, there is a gap of between 8-12 million years from Australopithecus and Homo.[1]
For this reason, and because we cannot trace our origins back before 195,000 years ago (which has recently been pushed back to 300,000 years) when we arrived fully human, according to the fossil records, our evolution in the Darwinian model has been, and still is being challenged by most thinking people.[2] Scientists place Earth’s age at approximately 4.54 billion years.[3]
Spiritual Evolution or Self Destruction
But, it is our evolution in terms of our immortal souls that I intend to focus on in this post, along with the opposite choice of self destruction or failure to evolve spiritually in this lifetime.
“The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light…” Matthew 6:22-23
The notion that our souls do not die when our physical vessels do is attested by the millions of us who have had a near death experience. However, each one of us says that “near” is the last word we would use to describe it. Being “there” is even more real than here, we all say. Here is like a dream in comparison to being ‘home’ which is the word most, if not all, near-death experiencers use for the experience of being “clinically dead”.
Neurosurgeon, Dr Eben Alexander is one of the millions who attest to the fact that the soul does not die when we do. He wrote a best seller titled “Proof of Heaven” following his near-death experience, which my 83 year old aunt (who happens to be a Catholic nun) found riveting. That surprised me! And it wasn’t to please me that she enjoyed it because she did not realize that I had sent it to her, my having purchased it online and having had it delivered, sans invoice.
Choice to Evolve or to Self Destruct
Choice is what distinguishes us from the apes, other animals, insects and plants although at the binary level they too obey the laws of logic and make binary choices while ever they are alive. This was proven back in the ’70s by keeping plant cells alive in vitro and then running simple binary programs through the living plant cells and receiving the correct logical response 99.9999999% of the time.
But a choice between abstract notions, such as the choice between spiritual evolution or self destruction, is what the malic acid in the apple activated on our gnome.
We Can Choose to Self Destruct
Paining by Sapere Aude titled Self Destruction
According to the Semitic texts and the Bible, eating the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil gave Eve’s progeny the ability to choose between good and evil. The animals and plants do not have that gene on their gnome, so they are left with universal consciousness like we had up until then, which is only the knowledge of good.
Ever since the malic acid turned on the gene for knowledge of good and evil we are born with that knowledge activated, whereas the malic acid does not affect dogs who love apples like my Doberman did, because without it being on the gnome, it cannot be activated.
Our susceptibility to triggering the activation of that gene has to do with the way we were created, according to sources such as the Bible, Genesis 3:3, as well as the creation myths contained in earlier Semitic texts 4,000-5,000 years ago.
The death referred to in the Bible from eating the apple was taken from the earlier Semitic texts and was obviously not meant as a physical death. 7.7 billion of us can attest to the fact it did not mean physical death, but the death spoken of was the death of our immortal souls, which trumps physicality, it is suggested by those texts.
Self Destruction Anyone?
Thanatos was believed to be merciless and indiscriminate, and both mortals and gods hated him.
Self Destruction or Thanatos, the Greek god of Death (shown), like evolution of our species from apes, is also a highly controversial topic.
But, self destruction amounts to anyone stepping over the line between the knowledge of good and evil. So flying in the face of Consciousness or love does not make you better than God, as all Luciferians believe it does. It makes you self destructive because over and above Lucifer is Consciousness carried in every photon to the right hemisphere of the brain. Actually, it is carried to all space which happens to be 99.9999999% of us and everything else, according to Quantum Mechanics.
If there is some semblance of a match able to be created by the space in the left hemisphere which contains and stores knowledge which has been learned during life, and from the information field received by it via the corpus collosum, then we have a healthy brain. Otherwise we have cognitive dissonance and all the mental illnesses that go with that.
And at the unconscious (in Freudian psychology) or sub-conscious level we are almost fully controlled. This is corroborated by modern day psychiatry that our unconscious, or sub-conscious mind (or what the writer refers to as Consciousness) controls us 85%-95% of the time.
We are all into this together
Who are we in our arrogance to expect that we have the answer to the beginning of the universe within the first second of asking the question? Quote by unknown radio astronomer
Universal Connectivity of everything in the Universe. Image: NASA via Reuters
Veteran physicist at New York City College of Technology, Gregory Matloff, published a paper arguing that humans may be like the rest of the universe in substance and in spirit. A “proto-consciousness field” could extend through all of space creating such an eventuality, he argues.
From the Electric Universe perspective, energy is a measure of the motion of matter in relation to all the rest of the matter in the universe. In other words there is universal connectivity which is supported by all the evidence we have, including the image shown provided by NASA.
This is understood by knowing: What is matter?
There is no such thing as pure energy. Energy is a property of matter. So the big bang theory has to be nonsense. You cannot make matter out of pure energy because the matter has to be there to hold the energy in the first place.
This knowledge has to beg the question: where does Consciousness come from? Of course, it is understood to be energy contained in the Information Field and carried via photons to every space, i.e. 99.9999999% of the universe. But according to the logic cited above, which in part derives from the logic contained the Electric Universe, the energy has to come from matter.
So does this mean that God really does exist as matter? And that the set of all sets in set theory is not illogical, as both the writer and Bertrand Russell once thought? This is according to my logic professor at QU (Queensland University, Australia Ian Hinkfuss) who stated that we both shared that idea at the time, back in the ’80’s.
I’d be so interested to know your thoughts on this from an ontological point of view.
Climate Change is the favourite buzz word of the Illuminati and Sabbattean Elite and it has been, officially, since 11 April, 2007 when David Rockefeller was interviewed in Japan by Benjamin Fulford (Asia-Pacific Bureau Chief for Forbes Magazine 1998-2005.)
At that time, Rockefeller called Climate Change ‘global warming’ and the Rockefeller family is still at the head of the world’s inept stewardship as you will discover by reading on. That is if you don’t already know.
‘Global warming’ was changed to Climate Change after snow and ice overtook North America in 2008. The first five months of 2008 had been the coldest in 50 decades in the US, as well as in the UK and other northern countries.
“The urge to save humanity is almost always only a false-face for the urge to rule it.” H. L. Mencken
From space it is astounding how thin our atmosphere is, according to Prof. Jeffrey A. Hoffman Ph.D. – Aeronautics & Astronautics MIT, Former NASA Astronaut. So manipulating it might be thought easy, right?
Eight months before David Rockefeller said ‘global warming’ was more of a problem than any other faced by the world today, mastery over weather control was still not under the complete control of the 1%, as they had expected it would be.
This, Rockefeller and the rest of the 1%, may have believed, was because of the soot that petrol driven technology produces, which interferes with climate & geoengineering. One wonders if this could be why ExxonMobil argued in federal court in November 2017 that the Rockefeller Family Fund was funding a conspiracy against it.
Ironically, it was John D. Rockefeller, David’s grandfather, who opened the first oil refinery, Standard Oil, in 1883. The world began its fossil-fuel-induced march, with increasing speed, toward the environmental disaster that David Rockefeller was so “concerned” would cause Climate Change back in 2007. Then he died in 2017 at age 101.
The Truth about Climate Change
Below is a graph of the climate change the earth experiences on a regular basis over the last 4,500 years.
Global temperature variations from 2500 BC to 2040 AD showing current global cooling Image credit: https://realscienceblog.com
The reason that Rockefeller’s pronouncements were and are so important is because at the time he was one of the heads of the line that has financially controlled the deep state Illuminati/Sabbatean Elite since the inception of the Illuminati on 1 May, 1776. But it goes back many millennia before that as you learn by reading on – if you don’t already know.
The Illuminati/Sabbatean Elite refers to a tightly organized network of family dynasties representing Anglo American and European aristocracy along with Jewish financiers and Asian Black Dragon families. These families are joined by intermarriage, by belief in the occult, and by hatred of any non-Luciferian, non-Sabbatean religions. We are supposed to believe that THAT provable reality is a “conspiracy theory” rather than an actual conspiracy.
“Give me control of a nation’s money and I care not who makes it’s laws” Mayer Amschel Bauer Rothschild
Since they have control of the world’s finances, they have control of the world. That means that if they say that “global warming” or “climate change” is the worst problem the world faces, then we are expected to pay carbon taxes on everything that is not already taxed by them, to help ameliorate the problem.
They know how easy that is to do because we want to do the right thing, to the tune of $15 Trillion that we have paid so far to Blood and Gore Foundation headed by Al Gore and David Blood, both principals at Generation Investment Management (GIM) who distribute the taxes we have paid to the 1% so far.[1]
Image showing the 5 gyres. These garbage patches were created by plastic waste that is swept by circulating ocean currents known as a gyre, and is then broken down by winds and waves. But if the waste is plastic then it is not broken down. Image courtesy: National Geographic.
How Serious are the Elite about Controlling Climate Change Propaganda?
Well, a perfect example of that happened recently in Australia over statements made by Professor Peter Riggs of James Cook University (JCU) who was sacked for speaking out about Climate Change effect (or lack of it) on the Great Barrier Reef in May 2018. You can watch him in a video on this issue below.
However, although he was awarded $1.2M for unfair dismissal, subsequently on or about 22nd September, 2019, JCU briefed a top barrister to argue it was in fact legal to sack Peter Ridd for telling the truth. They seriously mean business about the Climate Change issue false flag that we are all supposed to swallow hook, line and sinker.
The Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) is the United Nation’s political body for assessing the science related to climate change. The IPCC computer models are the only evidence to the theory that anthropogenic CO2 is a problem at all. There is no other evidence out there that global warming or Climate Change is any kind of problem beyond normal cyclical changes, unlike raging pollution.
Climate Change to the doomsday extent we are being force fed only exists in the imagination of the people who programme those computer models and the thousands scientists paid to contribute to the theory that anthropogenic CO2 is a problem. Opposition to the obvious scam risks the loss of tenure for any scientist who goes there.
What the True Science Shows
There are many scientists who will not endorse the IPCC “junk science” that many thousands of scientists are employed to generate.
The difference that the addition of solar particle forcing to the models used to read the data which is used to predict climate change would reflect the observed data more accurately.
“Until they get their solar particle forcing and cosmic ray science in order the cloud uncertainties and paleo climate disagreements with model sensitivities to CO2 are not going to be resolved.”
“We can have both – Anti-Pollution and Pro-Peer Reviewed Science”
Climate Change Propaganda
The media propaganda over the so-called effects of Climate Change based on flawed computer models that do not contain the correct parameters, and the weather wars that have been raging since before the Vietnam war, is causing so much depression in all the children worldwide that loosh from it is being generated by the bucket loads to feed the Luciferian elites’ gods who are blocked from receiving their energy from Consciousness.
That means that in order to stay “alive” or energetic they need to be fed by their worshippers, viz. our rulers who want us to believe in Climate Change at this point in time.
Climate Change as a Cover for Weather Used as a Weapon
“The greatest weapon ever created in the world” Senator Claiborne Pell referring to weather used as a weapon
My research into it has led me to think that the reason that the cabal are willing to fight so hard on the Climate Change platform is because they see using the weather as a weapon by geoengineering as being able to cause as much, if not more, terror, death and destruction than any war. Not to mention the ability to blame their geoengineering on “climate change”. Then the wealth accumulation from the devastation caused by their targeted weather wars, as well as the population reduction to their preferred level, could also be assured. Georgia Guidestones. By Dina Eric – https://www.flickr.com/photos/viryakala/15210145398/in/album-72157647773659459/, CC BY-SA 2.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=68014416
The Georgia Guidestones which is a granite monument erected in 1980 in Elbert County, Georgia, in the United States was erected by a man using the pseudonym Robert C. Christian. Opponents have labelled them as the “Ten Commandments of the Antichrist”.[2] They suggest a population of 500,000,000 which is close to a 93.5% reduction of today’s world population. No war could achieve that.
Plus, the children’s depression over the plight of the planet being caused by so-called “climate change” is very valuable loosh for the demons who control the 1% who control the world, since those 4th dimensional entities do not have any other means of survival other than loosh. It is so sad – I mean the children’s pain.
Earth Going from Inter-glacial to Glacial Conditions
To give a true idea of what scientists have known about climate change since at least 1987, watch this video below. It contains the honest truth of the planet told by the planet herself, over the last 420,000 years. It would be wonderful if every child could be shown the data in this presentation. The truth is so important.
Pollution Caused by Inept Stewardship
However, the most pressing problem the world faces is pollution caused by inept stewardship, not “climate change”. That is if we overlook geoengineering which has the potential for the 1% to completely control us via the weather, or if we overlook the wars that the inept stewardship create and see as essential for their on-going wealth accumulation.
So called “climate change’ is all about stealing our money, mostly via taxes and closing down competition to their current agenda. They think they can hood-wink the “cattle down on the farm”, as they refer to us, for whatever scheme they concoct, since they control the money, media, education, politics, religion etc..
This practice has gone on over the millennia at any given time and is largely how they amass the world’s wealth for themselves. They depend on our humanity. But they see our humanity, compassion and our concern for our planet as lame-brained and moronic. They see their allegiance to the dark side as the only intelligent choice, because they do not understand that light (photons which carry all information) to all of space is all there is and trumps the lack of light or darkness, which they prefer.
Pollution vs. Climate Change
Plastic on the shores of the Arabian Sea. Image credit: www.swissinfo.ch/
So we are left with the real problem – pollution – which, if not addressed, will devastate earth’s chances of healing herself. And, what is almost unbelievable is that the problem has been deliberately created by the Illuminati/Sabbatean Elite cabal, in large part by their criminalization of the hemp industry in 1936.
This criminalization was done primarily to remove the competition to their burgeoning plastics industry which has pretty much brought the planet to its knees.Hemp outperforms plastic in every way testable, especially cost of production and of its pollution. Just look around at the plastic over-burden if you are not convinced of the earth’s devastation from it!
We have so much plastic that the world’s oceans and land are no longer able to accommodate it. Where I live in New Zealand, the land-fill dumps are mostly close to the sea and when bad weather and tidal waves occur the whole lot is released and exposed to the beach and beyond.
Most of the plastics have a 1,000 year half life and there is more plastic than fish in the ocean. And what sea life remains is individually full of plastic. Surely that is proof of inept stewardship, as well as deliberate, planned destruction of the earth? So why the concern over fossil fuel at this late stage? Especially considering we have not needed that technology for the last 118 years, and they are the people who have bought and shelved all patents for free energy, starting with Nikola Tesla in 1901.
History of the Sabattean-Frankists who Rule the World
The Satanic Elite rule the world now but they are in a direct line back to the pharaohs who ruled it then. They are proud to trace their line directly back to Cain and they have been called by many names over the 14,000 years that they can trace their reign. But today, cabal or Sabbatean-Frankists or Illuminati are three of the popular names used for the Satanic Elite or Khazarian Mafia who are extremely preoccupied with their bloodlines.
History of our Inept Stewardship
History of the pharaonic line being the same Elite line was confirmed when the un-robbed, untouched tomb of Tutankhamen II was discovered in 1922. DNA tests on the un-touched mummy of King Tut showed the Egyptian family was super inbred.
Tutankhamen II was a pharaoh during ancient Egypt’s New Kingdom era, about 3,300 years ago and he died at age 19. He suffered from cleft palate, massive overbite (which later became known as the Hapsburg jaw), fused vertebrae, and a club foot requiring a cane.
He ascended the throne at age 9 and was married to Ankhesenamun who had previously been married to her own father. The dynasty carried on in this inbred way over many dynasties for another 1300 years.
Then we come forward 1000 years to the more recent past, or a mere 300 years ago to the Hapsburg dynasty.
This jaw deformity, now known as the “Hapsburg Jaw” has come down the genetic line since Tutankhamen II.
Charles II died in 1700 without an heir. This led to the Spanish war of succession which ended the Hapsburg rule.
He had mandibular prognathism or a protruding jaw which has become known as the “Hapsburg jaw”. He was also impotent, weak and had intestinal problems. Also he was a little crazy in that he had his ancestors dug up so he could have dinner with them one evening.
For the majority of human history the people who have been in charge and have called the shots are the most genetically inferior people on the planet. The fact that we have managed to get as far as we have is stunning.
Inept Stewardship Coming Forward
Jacob Frank (1726-1791), the leader of the Sabbatean/Frankists, proclaimed himself to be the reincarnation of Sabbatai Zevi who had previously proclaimed he was the living Messiah. If it is possible to have evil personified, Jacob Frank represented evil at its absolute worst. Not even Sabbatai Zevi was as evil as Frank and his disciples.
Rabbi Marvin Antelman explains how the Sabbatean-Frankist apostate cult sprang from a Jewish community within the Ottoman Empire during the 1600s and it quickly spread to Eastern Europe. The fundamental principle of the Sabbatean-Frankists was/is the belief that the Messiah would return either when all people had become good or when all people had become bad.
It was the reasoning of the Sabbateans that it would be easier to hasten the arrival of the Messiah by pursuing the dark path, as this would swallow up and annihilate all the energy, which the writer knows to be Consciousness or good, of the Universe. (I mean, duh). So they set about inverting the practices of their own faith, with the ostensible purpose of precipitating the return of the Messiah as foretold in the Torah.
The following YouTube interview with Dr. Rabbi Marvin Antelman by Tamar Yonah of Israel National Radio, was recorded back in 2006. Antelman is a rabbi and a chemist, author of the ‘Encylopedia of Electro-Chemical Potentials’ and of the ‘Encyclopedia of Thermo-Plastic Materials’ and is a holder of numerous patents related to these topics.
The Sabbatean leader discussed in the video, Shabbatai Zevi (aka Tzvi), was born in Izmir, Turkey and was believed to be the Messiah by his followers. He became so influential that the Ottoman sultan forced Zevi to convert to Islam.
Canadian-Jewish author, Henry Makow said: “After his ‘conversion,’ over a million followers, who later included financiers like the Rothschilds, imitated his example. But they didn’t just pretend to be Muslims or Christians. They pretended to be Jews as well. They were the forebears of the Illuminati and Communism.”
Inept Stewardship of the Cult of the All-seeing Eye
Dutch banker, Ronald Bernard and his insider perspective about the handful of Satanists, who manage to control much of the world through finance, has confirmed the speculations of many outside investigators over the years.
He estimates between 8,000-8,500 Illuminati/Sabbatean Frankists network to own the world.
“I was warned off when I got into this – don’t do this unless you can put your conscience 100% in the freezer. I heard myself laugh at it back then, but it wasn’t a joke at all”
You will hear Ronald Bernard talk about his conscience being put in the freezer. But when he was tested by the way the cabal uses child sacrifice to test and blackmail its members he experienced a breakdown.[3]
How the Sabbatean-Frankists have decided to corrupt the 99% of us non-Sabbateans is by questioning the existence of God (which could be another name for Consciousness carried in the photons of light as information), by demanding “sexual liberation,” “independence” for women, “internationalism,” “diversity” and “religious tolerance.”
The Sabbatean sect has indulged in sexual rituals ( à la Jeffrey Epstein) including wife sharing, sex orgies, adultery and incest – increasing sexual addiction leading on to homosexuality, torture, drugs, paedophilia, bestiality, and pornography for more than 350 years.
“Through infiltration, stealth and cunning, this invisible network has come to rule us all.”According to researcher Clifford Shack
Illuminati/Sabbatean-Frankists, also referred to as the “Cult of the All-Seeing Eye”, are political and religious chameleons. They are the good guys AND the bad guys. The World War II era is a prime example. The following leaders were members of the “Cult of the All-Seeing Eye”: Franklin D. Roosevelt; Winston Churchill; Adolph Hitler; Eugenio Pacelli (Pope Pius XII); Francisco Franco; Benito Mussolini; Hirohito and Mao Tse-Tung.”
The implications, if researchers like Mr. Shack are correct, is that historians, educators and journalists are upholding a false reality and our culture is an elaborate psy-op. In other words, our perception of the human experience is and has been shaped by an occult secret society since pharaonic times, if not before.
Conclusion
All of what I say and know can and should be researched and verified yourself. Then it will come as no surprise that people who see corrupting mankind as being the preferred result, as the Satanic Elite have always done, would have no problem believing that corrupting the entire planet is also a good idea. And they are doing this while surreptitiously as well as overtly demanding that we uphold the Climate Change false flag in order to get their taxes and cover up the weather wars they want.
Remember, if we go by past experience of them, all they are interested in is wealth accumulation and destruction. I mean $15 Trillion just from carbon taxes is not be sneezed at. I can’t imagine how much they are going to be able to milk once they have everyone on board with paying Climate Change taxes.
A very long time ago, they chose to get their energy or mindset from the dark side, rather than from Consciousness or the Information Field or Light (via photons) which are matter and not energy, apparently.
And coming from their illogical place of ignoring the ‘force’ or information carried in the photons to all of space which accounts for 99.9999999% of our bodies and everything else in the universe, and so to the right hemisphere of the brain. That information needs to match with the left hemisphere for mental balance to occur. But to them that is an abominable dichotomy and makes them want everything to end so that their torment can be over, which I know from a first hand admission. Maybe its their inbreeding that has addled their thinking 😉 Something surely has!
You are the vehicle for Consciousness to experience your reality.
The reality is, we are all born with the full ‘version’ of Consciousness turned on in our genes. This means we have the full blueprint of Creation in our unconscious ‘minds’ plus the knowledge of both good and evil in our conscious ‘minds’; instead of just the knowledge of good like the rest of Creation which did not ‘eat from the tree of knowledge of good and evil’ has. So we can create our reality and not just follow the laws of Nature like non-creative entities do. We can choose a reality based on nature’s reality, or we can choose to create a version of reality that is outside of it.
If you choose to go with nature’s reality, then you are more creative and more powerful than entities who choose to go it alone – like the Archons do, and the Satanic ruling elite, aka the Khazarian mafia and the Illuminati, have chosen to do.
Image credit: healthyplace.comBut, since we are all connected to everything else in Creation non-locally and quasi-instantaneously, as torsion field, electric field and quantum field theories predict, then choosing to be cut off from Source Consciousness and getting your energy from harming others creates a reality that is not easy to live with. It will produce depression in everyone who chooses to harm themselves by harming anyone else in Creation, with the possible exception of full Dracos if they exist. But I have no way of testing that hypothesis, not having met one, so I don’t know if they suffer from depression. But they are said to be angry, which is a state originating from fear, just like depression and all other negativity does.
The Black Sun
Stained glass Black Sun in P2 lodge, Milan. Image credit: sitsshow.blogspot.co.nzThe Black Sun represents the dark Lucifer, the bringer of knowledge for those who seek pain, suffering, enslavement and immorality. They choose to invert the laws of logic and do their utmost to ‘out-evil’ each other, in an attempt to tempt the worst demons to give them their power, since their choice to step over the line between good and evil has meant they cannot create themselves, being cut off from Source by their choice. A secret German order on which the Third Reich was built, and known to initiates as the Order of the Black Sun, is/was an organization so feared that it is now illegal to even print their symbols and insignia in modern Germany.
But even the most powerful 4th dimensional demons cannot create without the inverted energy that the Satanist’s provide for them by causing massive fear and suffering in the form of wars and other human sacrifice and suffering. Only staying within Creation’s consciousness allows for the ability to create without using twisted inversion and sucking the energy from someone else’s perversion, fear and devastation.
It Takes Being True to Consciousness to Change the World.
Cowardice asks the question – is it safe?
Expediency asks the question – is it politic?
Vanity asks the question – is it popular?
But conscience asks the question – is it right.
And there comes a time when one must take a position that is neither safe, nor politic, nor popular; but one must take it because it is right.
Martin Luther King
If the choices we make are synchronous across both ‘minds’ – the conscious and unconsciousness ‘minds’, or the left and right hemispheres of the brain – then not only does that produce mental health but also the reality we create is harmonious with the rest of Creation. Then we are automatically living the life of a true creator, not the life of someone dependent on 4th dimensional demons for their power, whose perverted pleasure is to pull the rug out from under their devotees at the most inopportune moment.
In 2015 the Huffington Post reported that 350,000,000 people worldwide suffered from depression.
Clinical Depression is often said to be caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain because in many cases, there is a reduction in the amount of certain neurotransmitters found (monoamines such as serotonin and norepinephrine) in depressed people. But is that the cause of the depression or the result of it?
According to WHO, “Depression results from a complex interaction of social, psychological and biological factors. People who have gone through adverse life events (unemployment, bereavement, psychological trauma) are more likely to develop depression.”
A World Health Assembly resolution passed in May 2013 has called for a comprehensive, coordinated response to mental disorders at country level.
Speaking from a personal level, it would probably be unlikely that all but the tiniest fraction of those 350 million people with depression could possibly have been raised by someone with the degree of depression that my mother had; and could not have suffered the kind of trauma someone so lost felt was appropriate to dish up, just so she could feel “happy”.
The same afferent nerves are used for the transmission of pleasure and pain, and so when the afferent nerves are trained to get pleasure from pain through experience, it is very difficult to get pleasure from pleasure any more. So depression becomes chronic and more pain is necessary to inflict in order to feel anything at all, because feeling nothing is so unfair.
Like everyone else, I was born knowing the difference between right and wrong, whereas if I had have been born an animal I would only have the knowledge of right or good.
The serpent offered choice. Depression may result from the wrong choice.But since the malic acid in the apple turned on the gene for knowledge of both good and evil, and that gene has been passed down in the turned on state since then, so I knew that everything my mother was doing and thinking was on the wrong side of the equation. So I learned before I could talk that her choice to hate her fellowman was not a wise one, regardless of what someone or anyone had done to her.
At that tender age, I still had the memory of what it was like in the plasma state I had just come from, and so I was fully aware that everything was a part of the one event, and to harm anyone or anything in creation was the same as harming oneself. I knew that if I stepped over the line with her then I would be as miserable as she was. But more importantly, I knew that it was against my nature – both human and animal – to behave as though I was not a part of universal Consciousness.
But she had it in for universal Consciousness, or God, big time, because she had begged God for her fiancé to be allowed to come back from World War II, but her pleas were ignored. So she turned to Lucifer with the rest of the leading lights in town (the so-called ‘illuminati’).
They believe that the idea is to “overcome polarity” by providing a “playground of infinite experience”, so they balance atrocious acts with equally kind ones, and in that way they believe they will become ‘perfected beings’, able to take on their nemesis, God. And Lucifer insists on those atrocities to be up there with Aleister Crowley’s who considered himself to be the most evil man on earth. So at all their sabbats she got to call down Behemoth to help her and the rest of them in their evil endeavors.
Of course, the flaw in that logic is that everyone who has come back from a near death experience like me understands that God really is Love, and atrocities are never a part of Love. Duality only exists here as a test, because life is really just a spiritual journey. It seems that if we are to be like ‘God’ by having the knowledge of good and evil and having the ability to choose between them – as the serpent in the Garden of Eden is said to have promised – then we can only be like Him if we realize that there really isn’t a choice, and duality is just an illusion, because All is One.
So I am not talking about Abraham’s God who is a part- time psychopath if the Bible is true, but I am talking about Divine Consciousness, which is called the ‘unconscious’ by psychologists. According to Freud , “the unconscious mind is the primary source of human behavior” (1915), so they know that it is the unconscious, or what really is Consciousness, that monitors and motivates our thoughts and actions. And it is geared towards survival or life, and not destruction or death.
Once a person steps over the line between good and evil, life and death, they know at the ‘unconscious’ level that they have harmed themselves along with the person they have targeted with their fear, hatred, revenge, wrath or loathing. So that person then needs to pay for harming them, they believe. It becomes a very vicious cycle and depression is the price they pay for harming another and so themselves.
Depression Links to Destructive Critism
Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom. Aristotle
Since all any of us can know is what we know ourselves, which we can only learn from our own selves, because even if we are being taught by someone, we are still sifting everything through our own preconceptions, so it becomes our own personal knowledge. We cannot know who someone else is, because we are unable to get inside their heads and experience everything they have learnt which they sifted through their preconceived ideas.
It is for that reason that any time any one of us uses destructive criticism towards someone, you can be entirely sure that the critic is criticizing an aspect of him/herself which s/he is not happy about having.
So any time you become brave enough to really learn about who you are, all you need to do is listen to any destructive criticism you dish up. Constructive criticism, on the other hand, comes from a place of love. Depressed people use destructive criticism all day unless they are catatonic, in my experience.
“Depression is one of the priority conditions covered by WHO’s Mental Health Gap Action Programme (mhGAP). The Programme aims to help countries increase services for people with mental, neurological and substance use disorders, through care provided by health workers who are not specialists in mental health. The Programme asserts that with proper care, psychosocial assistance and medication, tens of millions of people with mental disorders, including depression, could begin to lead normal lives – even where resources are scarce.”(WHO.int).
The brain scans of a person with depression and a normal brain Image credit: Mayo Foundation for Medical Education and Research.Of course, pretty much everyone goes though such things as unemployment, bereavement and psychological trauma of some sort, but the worldwide figure for depression is not 7.4 billion. So helping people with depression means helping them to see that All is One Consciousness, and it is Consciousness that the unconscious mind receives and the conscious mind either accepts or rejects.
Conclusion
It is our choices that will either cause a symmetry between the left and right hemispheres – or the conscious and unconscious minds – or the lack of symmetry seen in the brains of people who are depressed. Because we are all born with the knowledge of the difference between good and evil thoughts.
